Hello :) My name is Allison Marisa but everyone calls me Allie. I am eighteen years old, class of 2011. I go to community college. I am currently single. I don't pump gas; I pump my fists. I'm a jersey girl born && raised. [ 908 ] I love the jersey shore; yet i have never even seen an episode of the shore. I love the nightlife and going out to the clubs. throughout my life I have been through a lot of shit. whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. I suffer from depression, anxiety and a bad case of ADHD. Some doctors say I'm bipolar. If you have a problem with that then leave. I'm NOT ashamed of who I am and I am able to admit I have a problem. I am not barbie and I am nowhere near perfect. Nobody is perfect. Some days can be a struggle, some harder than others but at the end of the day I know I am not alone and that I am strong enough to get through anything that comes my way. I can be the sweetest girl or your biggest nightmare. ( trust no man, fear no bitch. people play games & everyones full of shit. so play your role and be the baddest bitch ) I'm one of a kind. I promise you will never meet another girl like me. If you show me respect you will get respect. I don't put up with drama, liars, backstabbers or bullshit. If you don't like me I could really care less. I'm not here to please anyone. This is where I express myself. If you want to talk to me ask box is always opened.

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WARNING: this page includes HOTT GUYS && SEXY GIRLS. if you have a problem with that then leave. xoxo;

rest in peace
john edward klingert
april tenth, two thousand nine
i love you && miss you more than anything.
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♥ 3 notes · January · 27 · ← Reblog
Babess (:
· January · 26 · ← Reblog

Ahh tomorrow I’m going to Maryland to see Chris :)) I’m so excited. I can’t wait to see him!!

· January · 11 · ← Reblog

Deko with Jill and nick :)

Tonight’s gonna be a good night ;) :*

♥ 7 notes · January · 10 · ← Reblog

i can’t stop thinking of you…

i can’t stop thinking of your voice, the way you’d wrap my arms around me and make me feel invincible, the way you kissed me, how you made me dinner all the time, how you made me feel like i mattered, how you love me. why did things come to an end? we were both so happy. we never fought not even once. we were best friends. we trusted each other with our own lives. we told each other everything. nobody mattered to me besides you. i’d do anything for you. i’d still do anything for you. you lied to me. you backstabbed me too. you’ve done everything that you promised me you’d never do. you became my everything and my world. and you left me. for no reason.. idk what happened. i know i don’t deserve this. i just want you back. id do anything to see you again, to hear your voice, to hug you. we were perfect. i can’t help but wonder if you miss me too or if i ever even cross your mind. i’ve tried moving on but it’s not the same. and i don’t think i ever will be able to. we both said forever and always but forever isn’t over and i’m the only one here.. you broke my heart into a million pieces and i know i’d take you back in a heart beat. i know i was too good for you. but i know you made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. you put those butterflies in my tummy and you put that smile on my face. some girls want diamonds. others want a beautiful model. but the only thing in this world i want is you. i love you and miss you more than anything zane…

♥ 2 notes · January · 10 · ← Reblog

smfh..

even though you’re a complete jerk and you broke my heart into a million pieces, and you did the things you promised me you wouldn’t.. after all of these months, even with all of the millions of reasons you give me not to, i still think about you. i still love you; and i still miss you. ♥ and i know if i had the chance i’d take you back in a heart beat… smh

♥ 1 note · January · 6 · ← Reblog

I love it when

I’m at the club and every guys eyes are on me (: lol. Another amazing night. Danced my ass off and seriously for attacked by guys like a zillion times haha. :P

· January · 4 · ← Reblog

i miss my red ariana grande hair :(

:( RIP Blake Anthony Sellers♥. Mommy loves and misses you…
♥ 14 notes · January · 3 · ← Reblog
i love you zane alan sellers♥. i miss you. i miss us. i want it back. i’d do anything.